Background
Sometimes, I write on
a topic which too many may appear outlandish. Yet I mean no offense and I would
vehemently deny the charge of racism though I have affairs and loved only fair
skinned girls and women. I am now going to touch a half century of life and yet
feel fit as I was when I was 25. I play golf, ride horses and drive around in
my BMW and Ford Mustang. I alternate between Mumbai, UAE and Singapore as I
head one of the top multinationals in this part of the world. I also write and
have I think nearly 10000 posts on the net on at least 50 sites, some closed,
some dormant and some active.
I have served in the Air Force earlier and that has been my
gateway to the world of women. Girls and women have been fascinated with
meeting a man who flies planes at Mach 2.5 + and that adds to the aura of
mystery in life for them.
The Fair girls
Women have been a permanent fixture in my life and the word
rejection does not exist for me, yet I have rejected umpteen women who are
darkish or not fair. I do not know why, but my loves have all been fair women
and the fairer the better. Thus an entire legion of dark women has never been
part of my life. In India my preference is only for Punjabi, Kashmiri and Tamil
Girls (only fair Brahmins). Yes only Brahmins and not others, but I am not a
racist.
Outside India Russian and American girls with many from
Eastern Europe have been part of my life. I recollect on my first visit to the
USA I preferred corporal a pure white blonde girl to a black girl NCO. Nothing
racist about it, but my choice was the fair blonde and that led to a rollicking
affair, for which I got a reprimand for sleeping with a non commissioned ranker.
You can’t break the officer men divide in the military. But I have no
explanation for it. But my benefactor the old Foggier stood behind me.
Twenty seven visits to Russia and Eastern Europe were some
of the most exciting periods of my life. I had some lovely golden Russian girls
as dates and mates. It was common among
the Indian officers and I know of at least two colleagues who resigned their
commission to marry and live in Russia. Russia is great, but their women are
simply the fairest of all.
Last Word
American white women have also been part of my life and the
last affair with a young American blonde doctor was the most serious of them
though she was 20 years younger. There
have been fleeting affairs all over. Earlier at least two Brahmin extremely
fair Tamil girls from Chennai were my source of inspiration simply unforgettable,
but I have no regrets.
I remember at a dance as a young subaltern, I waited to
dance with the fairest girl till I got my chance and swept her of to land of
love. Yes, so may dark girls who eyed my Air Force emblem wanted to dance. I
danced, yes but my preference was for the fair skinned Brahmin girl. I won.
These are just a few stray thoughts from my journal. I
remember Nirad Choudhary wrote Autobiography of an Unknown Indian and rocketed
to fame. Maybe it’s about time I wrote something similar and put my thoughts of
fair women, guns and planes on paper.
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